...with Peak-attributes in places. (I know,
I’m tardy. Sorry!) Heads-up: traces of God and the Bible inserted here! :)
Note: this first section
was mostly written last Sunday, September 4th.
I wasn’t sexy this
weekend.
Why?
I sat and did homework. It’s taking me a long time. I could
“half” my assignments, but I’m trying not to. I’m also attributing my working
speed/pace to the long summer hiatus from Spanish. Otra vez, here I am writing
in my second language.
I first wasn’t able to attend YoungLife’s Malibu Leadership
Retreat this weekend….I wasn’t able to obtain a replacement passport in time.
So, I decided to go home (that’s semi-sexy) to visit my wonderful family (love
them) and surprise my padre. (BTW – complete surprise success!) I BBQed,
churched, movie-ed with the Bro, cheered on the Coug-like Totems, shopped,
guzzled some Starbucks and had some quality conversations. Good to be back home.
Now I’m blogging about my weekend. I think that’s pretty
sexy. Dang it, but now it’s distracting from my studies, and my big Tuesday
deadline. WhatupwithTHAT?!
Back to the books. To retraining my bilingual-attempting
mind. To remembering hard work, the unglamorous effort exerted, self-discipline
and working towards long-term goals. It’s like running after a long weekend. Or
summer.
Note: the following
section was written today, September 14th.
So you wanna know the ending of the story?
After initially hearing I couldn’t attend Malibu’s
leadership weekend, I came to a peace. After all, I had 2 Spanish papers and 2
quizzes on Tuesday. Also, I love and missed my family (only had been 2 weeks
since our road trip!). I knew I might not see them before Thanksgiving break.
It was GOOD to see them. I especially treasured my quality time with Ben. I
don’t get to have a lot with Ben – times with him are intermittent, and mostly
happen when there are lots of distractions (namely, the holidays). I adored
watching him cowbell at the Sammamish High School football game (let’s get more
cowbell, son!), throwing around the football with him (training camp for TURKEY
BOOWWWLLL!), and better comprehending Inception’s plot (only the 3rd
time around…).
Time with my parents was precious, too. Shopping and Starbucks
with Mom, giving Daddy a HUGE hug when I first saw him…yup. I’ll hang onto all
those small moments when I’m feeling dry on semester endurance. All in all…I
believe God had a purpose for my weekend at home.
AND, I finished my papers and quiz studying with great time
management. In case you wanted to know. ;) (BLESSING!)
Pit: But still,
part of me was sad looking at Malibu pictures on Facebook. It made me realize
all the peer relational time at this isolated paradise I missed. Seeing the
face of my childhood friend Amy Grimm, and Jeff Hjort, a friend I’ve gone too
long without made me teary. How I miss them! How incredible that leadership
weekend seemed. It reminded me to pray for them. God obviously has a better
timeline and plan to connect - a better date – but it just wasn’t the right
time then. I’m grateful the lost passport made my decision to not attend. For
now, I’m reminded God’s plan is best…and doesn’t always include being sexy.
Romans 8:28
And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who
love him, who have been called according to his purpose.
Psalm 31:15a
My times are in your hands.